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[21 Sep 2008|07:10pm] |
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vague sound of rain, pierces through my song again
but i get distracted by the way your toes move when you play
so i let it burn.
i just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
so i take whats left of it and rinse it under cold water,
and call you up for more.
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[07 Jul 2008|05:21pm] |
im holding out
and im holding on
to every letter
and every song
i pulled myself out of the day
we ever had to meet
are you through with me?
so when it all goes to hell
will you be able to tell me
you're sorry with a straight face?
im all ears
and im all scars
to hear you tell me
boys like you try too hard
to look not quite as desperate
without hanging on
but i still know a way to make your makeup run
so when it all goes to hell
will you be able to tell me
you're sorry
with a straight face?
when it all goes to hell
when it all goes to hell
when it all goes.
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[30 Jun 2008|07:20pm] |
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i luff sooomar.
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[19 Apr 2008|01:46pm] |
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is swweeelll:)
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[13 Dec 2007|08:07pm] |
so this is it. my mom is finally going to take me into the doctor for my chest. if they cant find anything wrong, then we know its the stress and im going back to therapy. i know theyre going to ask me why i think im there, and i guess my only response is going to be because i feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. and yeah, thats my choice. i like feeling like i could save the world, like i could still mean something decades from now. but at the same time, there are those days i just dont breathe right because i feel like i need to just break this and scream and them, and i cant, because it wouldnt matter.
i guess this whole thing is a gift and a curse. im so happy with the person i am and who im becoming. ive learned to love myself for who i am and never beat around the bush when it comes to whats wrong with me. but, sometimes i just sit down and cry thinking, why did i have to grow up so fast? im not even fucking fifteen yet for gods sake, and yet i have all these thoughts and ideas and dreams that people three times my age have never even considered. i love it, but at the same time, on some sick level, its just not fair.
then again, i shouldnt really be complaining. life isnt too good right now, but i know its going to get better.
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[24 Oct 2007|07:37pm] |
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so i overslept today. i guess i didnt hear the alarm? my mom came in at around 7:30 and like, asked me to get up. when i got to school everyone was all LOLWTFITZBRODYGUISE! LOOK @ HER TEEF. a lot of kids noticed, a lot of kids didnt. it was really nice to be able to like, smile and not have to be all >________> about my braces.
i got my camera at lunch and went around taking random pictures, trying to figure out how the damn thing worked. and let me tell you something, people. piss me off. so. much. everyone was grabbing at it and like, trying to take it away to take pictures of their friends. lkjasfjsdfjasjf! its MY fucking camera. oh and i hate it when people are like brodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrody
brodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodybrodyBRODY! while poking me in the back WHILE IM TALKING TO SOMEONE. honestly! how fucking rude can you get?!
it happens like, every single day at least twice. its so annoyingg
but whats more annoying is how ive been sitting here since i got home. i hung out with kalli and nate. nate left. kalli intimidates me, and now i feel really alone.
wooosh.
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[28 Sep 2007|06:26pm] |
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i miss my best friend so much right now
you dont even understand.
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